You know that feeling when you finally get to trust someone?
yeah
and it feels fucking great
so you spend time with them
you show them the real you
you let them in
and then they go away
as if ‘I love you’ never happened
because they have better things to spend their time on
but they come back when you have something for them
and you trust them all over again because you’re so fucking desperate
you’d do anything just to feel right
but you slip into this deep dark underwater tunnel
only a few cracks in the ceiling letting in light and truckloads of water
you’re flooded you can’t breath
you’re drowning
the hole closes up
it’s dark again
but you’re gone from the water still in your lungs
. ↘
